Hi,

how have you been? Today i finally decided i really miss you that much then i ended up writing this virtual letter which you probably aint ever gonna see. anyway, how is everything? how's your family? i hope your not fighting with them and that all is well.

the purpose of this writing was to say i miss you and where did you go too? you just disappeared suddenly and i was worried but i got over it and started praying for your safety and for your happiness. you have been through so much and you always wanted to be strong for everyone but everyone needs someone at one point of time. Lone wolves don't survive in the long run yknow?

I miss you teasing you, i miss your good morning sms, i miss you calling me just to wake me up and making bets just to get me to wake up early, i miss aruging with you over small matters and laughing it off in the end because we both can't remember. i miss hitting your shoulder when you annoy me or made me laugh, i miss laying down on your shoulder when i'm tired, i miss you hugging me goodbye all the time and how you like to mess up my hair and earning an evil eye and mostly i miss your voice and laughter.

bottom line is i miss you but now that your gone, i can only pray for your happiness and safety and do what makes you happy. thats my advice. making yourself happy is the most important thing. i learn it the hard way when i let money rule my life. i was unhappy as hell! i hated everyhing and didn't want to even makes jokes or talk to anyone. i just wanted to be alone and i became sick and felt horrible.

anyway, i hope your have a good life in the future and hopefully you wont forget me. take care.

much misses,

me.

i know my blog hasnt been alive for the past few weeks or month,
meh i dun really care anyway cause no one reads it.
As i was reading through my old enteries, i realized something. i always talked about you.
Yes, you.
and today when i heard an old song by miley cyrus-stay,
i immediately missed you.
i missed you so bad my eyes started tearing up and i ended up on my blog and reading through the pains you put me through then i realized someone has seriously got to slap me!
i mean come one, he put me on a hell bound rollercoaster, disappeared suddenly without a trace, no sms or anything and i'm still here actually missing him?!
Dafuq logic is that?!

well thats isnt   logic my dear people,
that is called emotions.
as much as we love to hate them, they are here to stay forever. Yes, forever.